Updates!!

Yes, so now 3 of us, also known as the 3divas are joining the kpop talent contest thingy in gurney!!!! Hoooooraaah!* BOO-YAH! I'm so fucking happy excited nervous and so on and so forth. hahaha.

Do come and support us!

Xynz told me that there are 51 groups joining this contest and i was like omfg you serious?! Now i'm so damn worried. hahahah.

Hope we'll be one of the luck 20s to get into the finals thou! X

Come and have a look! It's all about K-pop yo! :3

3rd September

2pm-10pm

Gurney Plaza New Wing

Enchanted - Taylor Swift.

There I was again tonight

Forcing laughter faking smiles

Same old tired lonely place

Walls of insincerity, shifting eyes & vacancy

Vanished when I saw your face

All I can say is it was enchanting to meet you

Your eyes whispered 'Have we met?'

Across the room, your silhouette start to make its way to me

The playful conversation starts, counter all your quick remarks

Like passing notes in secrecy

And it was enchanting to meet you

All I can say is I was enchanted to meet you

This night is sparkling, don't you let it go,

I'm wonderstruck, blushing all the way home

I'll spend forever wondering if you knew

I was enchanted to meet you

The lingering question kept me up

2AM, who do you love?

I wonder till I'm wide awake

Now I'm pacing back and forth

Wishing you were at my door

I'd open up and you would say 'it was enchanting to meet you'

All I know is I was enchanted to meet you

This night is sparkling don't you let it go

I'm wonderstruck, blushing all the way home

I'll spend forever wondering if you knew

This night is flawless, don't you let it go

I'm wonderstruck, dancing around all alone

I'll spend forever wondering if you knew

I was enchanted to meet you

This is me praying that

This was the very first page

not where the storyline ends

My thoughts will echo your name until I see you again

These are the words I held back as I was leaving too soon

I was enchanted to meet you

Please don't be in love with some one else

Please don't have somebody waiting on you

Please don't be in love with some one else

Please don't have somebody waiting on you

This night is sparkling, don't you let it go

I'm wonderstruck, blushing all the way home

I'll spend forever wondering if you knew

This night is flawless don't you let it go

I'm wonderstruck, dancing around all alone

I'll spend forever wondering if you knew

I was enchanted to meet you

Please don't be in love with someone else

Please don't have somebody waiting on you

X

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I like this song so much!

The melody is nice :)

Taylor Swift rocks.

2nd Semester! x

Well, my second semester have started already!!! Wheeee! *throws confetti*

The subjects that I'm taking this sem are zzzzz totally goners.. Don't really know whether can i cope with all that.. maybe one day you all might just see me on newspapers, suicide. -.-

Things ve been going on, and I have a lot of things on my mine, i don't know how to deal with all these stuffs :(

Too many stuffs, don't know how to spit it out here, just keeping it ahhhhh damn. so emo!

Although I told myself that you're such as badass bullshit crap not worthy guy. but I still cry when I re-read those text messages. I've deleted some. I delete them after i read, and ended up crying like shit. I don't know why I cannot move on, I cannot get over you. I just cant.

I know, I know that you don't like me, you feel that I'm so damn annoying. yes I kinda hate myself for making you feel like that, Sorry.

I acted like idgaf when i see you in coll and all this. And my sixth sense made me realized something, I don't wanna think about it, don't wanna know! Cause i'm sure that I'll be really sad if I found out that it is true.

ok i needa stop now. the more i write the emo-er i get. yeah, pathetic right? ;(

so, yeah.

maybe i needa go cut myself for awhile. lol.

till then, goodbye.

K-pop Contest.

Yilynn, Sheng Shing and I will be joining the K-pop contest! Yay us. ;)

We're the SAMDIVA, do support us!

We'll practice hard and show you the best performance. hahaha

Hopefully everything goes smoothly for us. Hoping for the best.

We rock. I love you my unnies.

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Hello again.

Sometimes I hate myself, being so indecisive. :/ I don't know what others think about me but i really can't stand myself for being so. Cause its like one time, i want this, and then after awhile, i want that. and I worry a lot. A LOT.

for example, now i thought of getting a tattoo. At first, I'm indecisive about what and where to tattoo, now that I've decided, I'm worried that I might regret in the future. See? To me, it's like once you made up your mind you should just stick with it and don't worry anymore. but i keep thinking and thinking. It's not a good thing right?

I really wanna kill myself.

1st Sem is OVER

Hellow :)

I'm enjoying my 1 month sem-break now.

The only word to describe it is : BORIIIING.

it's either staying at home for the whole day or going back to college for stupid duty. Zzz

i really need to learn to drive lah, like seriously :/. cause I said then when he come back from K then I'll drive to his house. lol. I know I won't make it lah. Zzz

and and and, I'm broke now, no income but keep spending spending spending! :(

Hopefully this month Little Penang's sales will be GOOD. And Tarc's Food Fair too. Aigooo

Oh yeaaah.

Originally, am supposed to go to Singapore with my aunties and sister in September, but I saw a K-pop talent show contest thingy and it'll be held in Gurney. The same date with my Singapore trip... So guess what? 'What?'

I decided to join the contest and gave up my chance of going to Singapore Universal Studio :S

I really wanted to go to both, but I had to choose. so.... yeah :( I'm really upset about that, I wanted to go U.Studio cause i think it's fun, all the theme parks and rides, it'll be blooody-hell fun. But no one wants to replace my place now, so it's like a empty seat there...i felt bad for wasting the place & money :( SORRY MAMA AND SISTERRR!

My sis kept bugging me with the innocent face asking 'You really dont wanna go with me meh? you dont wanna sit all the rides with me meh? YERRRR' YEERRRR Actually I want loh! Its just that the date for the trip and the contest can't be changed thats why i had to make this tough decision! ;(((

Now all that I'm hoping for is that we'll join the contest and try our best to ... win? To at least get into the Final 20 and then win the 1st prize. trololol.

You know what? The first prize will be tickets for 4 to SEOUL KOREA!! ITS SO DAMN TEMPTINGGG! & THATS THE REASON WHY I WANNA JOIN THAT. :P Main reason so hell yeah I'm sure hoping to win! But deep down i know i couldn't -.-

Mami, I'm sorry that I had to waste rm75 for the tickets for universal studio, thank you for allowing me to enter the contest, xie xie, wo ai ni~~

:)

Ive been in college for half semester and it's nice.

i love my friends, coursemates. they're nice and funny. Cute friends.

of course, college have cute guys handsome guys.

yeahhhh.

sigh.

sorry for being so random.

idk why i'm so down so emo right now. i don't know what's wrong, idk what happened to me. its just.......uhh forget about it :)